Leave your drama at the door

Kita ni kan, sudah lumrah buat andaian, assumption dalam otak kita....
Otak kita sedang berdialog sama hati kita...
The brain telling you what is real but your heart otherwise...

Kadang tu hati pandai-pandai lagi buat cerita, benda yang tidak wujud pun pandai ada....

Tapi apa yang membezakan orang yang drama dengan tidak adalah orang yang tidak, the conversation stays inside their head....

Meanwhile orang yang drama ni, pigi kasi2 tau orang gitu, gini...
Maka it never happen....
Kalau setakat berlaku dalam otak kau tu, it doesn't count okay!

Terus kunun lah, menjela la caption-caption "to all my haters"
"mohon terasa"
"to all that bash me"

Haduihhhh....
Femes sangat ka sis sampai banyak "penghaters???"
Bukti mana bukti?

Adakah orang macam ini adalah jenis "mohon kasihan diriku" punya jenis?
Atau "bagi saya lebih perhatian?" punya jenis?
Atau "it will polish my popularity if i have many non-existent haters"...

Agak kasihan ya dengan mereka-mereka ini....
Bah teruskanlah dengan kehidupan drama mu yang mendahagakan "haters"

Hmmmm.....
Tapi kan kenapa terhegeh-hegeh mahu haters ah???
Siok ka kena benci???

We Are Fake Human

Sekarang ni susah mau jumpa orang yang tidak ada social media..
Paling cikai pun whatsapp la...

Tapi untuk yang moden sikit, paling kurang facebook lah...

Kalau yang sangat update, mostly semua ada...
FB, IG, Twitter, Snapchat dan others media...

Media-media ini membuatkan kita semua fake....
Don't believe me?

We prefer to post the best picture of us....
The best caption/status/quote that we can think of....
Sometimes to make us look cool, look up to date, look funny, look passionate, look lovable, look caring and everything associated with the nicest things we can offer, we post only the selected/filtered contents of our life....

Tapi....
Sebenarnya kita cuma orang biasa....
Behind the layers of goodness that we put upfront, are just plain jane...

Saya akun...
What I show only what peoples want to see of me...
I won't post photo that is me looking fat in it...
Or ugly....
All that you see is a projection of what I would like you to think...

Real me....
A struggling me....
An individual that still is lost on her real purpose of life....
I went to church every Sunday, but I still have love-hate relationship with God...
I have too many Qs....
I'm blessed but I still don't find my real inner peace....

Jadi...
What you see is what you get....
Don't believe everything that you see...
It is not a lie but it is also not the real thing...